Some days it consumes me and I want to curl up and hide the day away. Other days I’m on top of the world.
Some days I’m proud of me , other days I feel like the worst person ever.
Some days I love where I work, other days I wish I could escape.
I look in the mirror and I wonder what everyone else see’s? Here I am everyone look at me!!!
I’m so vulnerable and broken down, I try so hard to put on a smile and be the energy everyone else knows instead of breaking down.
I will get through this I will pull through
I know I’m strong, I know I can do this I know I’m worth so much more than I believe I am. I just wish I could convince myself.
Why won’t these thoughts just go away, this depression is consuming me I feel like nothing
See depression has highs and lows and it’s not something you can predict. Depression by any other name is evil and unbiased unforgiving and unfair.
Fight that’s all you can do because if you let depression win then no one wins. So I’ll smile and hold my head high and conquer this.