When does one know it is time to let go of the past?
What if the pain was there for so long that you couldn’t get rid of it no matter how hard you tried?
Life is so crazy sometimes. You hope you know what is best.
You hope you know what will come with each choice that is made.
What if ones heart and brain both are so conflicting that you are just ready to bury your head in the sand?
Is it possible for one to sabotage everything good because the issues were never really resolved?
You want so badly to let life be happy, yet no matter what there is something there, saying you can’t.
It’s not just with present it is with anything.
There is no way to be truly happy.
Life throws so many twists and turns that you just can’t win.
While everything grows around you it feels as if you are in quicksand unable to move.
If you move with one leg it sinks lower and same with the next.
So instead, you sit at a standstill hoping that if you don’t move everything will be better.
No matter what you lose, no matter what you will sink.
Paralyzed you don’t scream out, instead you wait for the end.
Suddenly you feel a rope and you realize hold on
The light becomes brighter
Issues while issues are needing to be healed
They are prevalent even if only to you
Don’t give up
Fight for yourself