I look over at my beautiful girls, fast asleep. They have had such an emotionally exhausting week. They are my rocks, with me through thick and thin.
I am fighting to get my little girl justice and everywhere I turn there are people that want to fight me. They want to discredit me. They want to tear me down in hopes of stopping me from saying anything. I have been threatened and bribed and now they want to sue. I find it sickening. I am not perfect and never said I was. I have always owned my mistakes and I will continue but this is bigger than mistakes this is fucking nasty!!!!
When someone finds out their son is a rapist and a sick and twisted person, you would think they would stand around the victims. Those victims were being hurt from the time they were little.
Its so crazy because I decided I needed answers and have been on a journey to find out all of them. What I have found so far has sickened me. To find out my mom knew when my baby girl was in pampers and did nothing!!!! When I suspected my daughter had been hurt at 5 and called the police. She took over and covered everything up. I blamed my ex husband and now I just don’t know what to believe. My family knew and did nothing to protect my daughter. When we caught her and my youngest brother sending pictures they made it be swept under the rug. They did that at 11 and 12 years old.
Everyone blamed the youngest, said that since he was adopted and born a drug baby that was to blame. I begged them to get him help. I begged them to be there for him. They were terrible to him, his childhood was ruined once we lived in Idaho.
That is what I don’t understand. So many people have outcried since and all have said people knew and did nothing. Why was there a generation of people that went out and hurt their children and family? Life is just not what I thought it would be. I lost everyone in my immediate family. All because I decided to stop letting them cover it up. I tried so hard to do this right. I didn’t want to go public. What I wanted was help for the innocents lost in these kids. I want justice before my brother hurts anyone else.
I am working with the right channels to get justice and it will happen but I hope people can see the truth. I never wanted to go public I just wanted to be heard. If you truly go and look at all the messages and attacks you will see that they wouldn’t let me come to them. They attacked me and then attacked my daughter. They threatened me then they threatened hurt. They need to be brought to justice.