Today was a big day. Not only did we take the first steps towards justice we also saw a lot for what it was. I learned so much this week. I have been shattered and picked back up just to keep breaking back down. I am stronger than I realized though. I have to remind myself of that sometimes. I feel like I have spent my whole life trying to prove something. I think most people are in some way shape or form. What I didn’t realize was how eerily familiar my life has become to most Lifetime movies. I have to remind myself how badly I have to do things the right way just because of this.
My daughter has been having a lot of fake accounts from people who know her sending vial things. They have been calling her names and telling her to kill herself. The threats are intense and overtly angry. I know they are my ex family. They did this and I can’t believe I was raised by such monsters. What kind of vial creature tells an 18 year old that you should kill yourself? It is sickening. How can so many people be so damn ignorant. The more and more I delve into everything the more vicious things have become. I don’t know how things will ever be right again. I don’t know how to get past this.
I do know that I am leaving behind so much toxicity. I am leaving behind so much hate. I am going to heal and so will my child. I know my youngest brother will heal too because they are going to get justice for him whether my parents allow it or not. They will punish my 29 almost 30 year old brother. I hope that it is not too late. I hope that there aren’t other victims.
I implore people to stop silencing victims. Stop spreading hate. Stand up for what is right in front of your face. See for yourself that wrong is wrong and there is no other way. A brother can not have sexual relations with his baby brother or his niece that is incest, molestation, and fucking disgusting. My daughter is so damn devastated she said she wishes she would die. How can I take those feelings away? I hope there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I hope there is justice. I hope my daughter will heal. I will never forgive and I will never forget.