Lost Identity

Who am I without a dad
A little girl so lost so sad
The one who gave me life didn’t want me
A dirty secret didn’t care didn’t know me
The one who raised me doesn’t care
Alone and empty is how I feel
Never felt quite the same
As the siblings he always praised
His family always picked and knocked me down
Blood I was not and now I see
Its like he put me out of my misery
I needed a dad strong and firm
The one in movies that comforted
That listened and helped solve the problems
Instead I’m like a LifeTime Movie
I feel alone and sad with wondrey
Never felt secure or okay
Now I am now allowed to speak
I can’t have anything to say
You hurt me so much
Now it is too late
Why was I never enough
Why was my love never true
I tried so hard to please
Instead I was disowned by you
I may have spoke up
But I never did you wrong
You protected your blood
You threw out your thorn

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