Confused

Decisions that haunt my soul
I do not know which way to go
I write out how I feel
The world becomes unhealed
Knowing what I want to do
Does not mean it will come true
All the anger directed to me
Never will my heart feel free
Years and Years of hurt
Never being put first
How can I heal
The attacks never end
They all hate so much
I feel like I can not breath
Lost so much
Not much more can be stood
The fake smile that is there
Is faltering with every crack
I do not know what is right
Will I be strong enough
Am I a fool that is willing to try
Or should I stay and hide
I am waving a flag for the moment
You raised me and that should be enough
I know I need to be tough

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