Your Day

It was your birthday yesterday I didn’t think to call I didn’t send a card I didn’t celebrate at all You once were my father Once someone I knew You ruined my life In so many ways When I just needed a father You chose to abuse Your words always vile Manipulative and cruel You […]

Weak No More

Looking deep inside There is this fragile girl Asking why they didn’t want me Why they turned their backs The strength of who I have become Has pushed the fragile girl further down Silencening the thoughts The guilt that shouldn’t be there Stemming from years of manipulated truths Brainwashed into believing it was normal Shunned […]

No Longer

Yesterday was Fathers Day I felt no sudden desire to call you I felt no shame for not sending a card There was no urgency Absolutely no need Nothing could have implored me Instead I woke up and celebrated A man that actually cared A man that has raised my daughters In a way I […]

Awaken New Day

The loss is so astounding Emptiness consumes Fear sets in Breath deep Thoughts swirl around What will normal ever be No going back Never to be the same Guilt sets in Just as quick as the rest Blame thrown around Gossip through the streets Memories tarnished No hiding beneath the sheets Layers and layers peeled […]

Your Deathbed Alone: an ode to Jeff

I hate you and all you represent, The doted Father your time never spent, Verbal abuse our whole damn life. Manipulation is all you knew. Hate you always threw. Violent words and violent attacks, Ruptured ear drums wishes of death. Lies you spew as long as I can remember. Fighting til you can fight no […]

Stolen Innocence

She was just a kid A little girl so innocent She looked up to you You took that trust Turned it vile You couldn’t stop Now you’re in denial Caught red handed The proof is there We will prevail We will heal The pattern is just too clear I know this isn’t what anyone wants […]