Your Day

It was your birthday yesterday I didn’t think to call I didn’t send a card I didn’t celebrate at all You once were my father Once someone I knew You ruined my life In so many ways When I just needed a father You chose to abuse Your words always vile Manipulative and cruel You […]

Weak No More

Looking deep inside There is this fragile girl Asking why they didn’t want me Why they turned their backs The strength of who I have become Has pushed the fragile girl further down Silencening the thoughts The guilt that shouldn’t be there Stemming from years of manipulated truths Brainwashed into believing it was normal Shunned […]

Awaken New Day

The loss is so astounding Emptiness consumes Fear sets in Breath deep Thoughts swirl around What will normal ever be No going back Never to be the same Guilt sets in Just as quick as the rest Blame thrown around Gossip through the streets Memories tarnished No hiding beneath the sheets Layers and layers peeled […]

Lost

Ive spent a lot of time in pain Holding onto this pain so fiercly Always feeling like the scales of justice They must have just missed me As a child I prayed for salvation everyday As an adult I just pray to get through everyday As the tear drops have fallen I’ve stood back up, […]

Drowning

Judgements are like these daggers thrown from all corners You breath deep but the shield you are carrying weakens with each throw Good intentions are not really what they seem Attacks are baring down from all corners Existence falls into this unquestionable sorrow Strength weakens and sorrow seeps in No-one can see the pain that […]