Your Day

It was your birthday yesterday I didn’t think to call I didn’t send a card I didn’t celebrate at all You once were my father Once someone I knew You ruined my life In so many ways When I just needed a father You chose to abuse Your words always vile Manipulative and cruel You […]

Fight or Flight

The desire to run will never be as strong As my desire to stay and fight Fight for my family Fight for what is right The fight this time Is the fight to heal So much pain So much sadness So much living loss I’m mourning in my own way Knowing there will never be […]

Awaken New Day

The loss is so astounding Emptiness consumes Fear sets in Breath deep Thoughts swirl around What will normal ever be No going back Never to be the same Guilt sets in Just as quick as the rest Blame thrown around Gossip through the streets Memories tarnished No hiding beneath the sheets Layers and layers peeled […]

My Little Girl

You are so smart Wise beyond your young years Your energy radiates Compassion exudes throughout Your smile lights any room You speak so eloquently When others hurt, you hurt for them When they hurt you, you forgive them Empathy, you lack none Empathic, you are, just the same as me You see good in others […]

Stolen Innocence

She was just a kid A little girl so innocent She looked up to you You took that trust Turned it vile You couldn’t stop Now you’re in denial Caught red handed The proof is there We will prevail We will heal The pattern is just too clear I know this isn’t what anyone wants […]

Won’t stop

Staring down the bottle of a glass of wine Your lies have become so devine You have balls I’ll give you that What you forgot is the innocent don’t hide With open arms I did welcome in Showed them I know I’m not without sin Open and honest that’s how I’ll be Your lies will […]

The Pain Within

I swear when the world starts to tumble it just keeps going. Like an earthquake with the multitude of aftershocks that follow To not only find out someone so close to you is sick. To find out that sickness hurt those closest to me even more. What happens then when you reach out to get […]

Handle with Care

How can one overcome so many years of sadness and heartache? How can one learn to shake off the last when it never goes away? How do you tell your loved ones that you are fragile and need a handle with care sticker tattooed right in. Things that are funny never feel that way. While […]

Blood means nothing

When reality hits and family is no more The truth is you realize they were never family I always was left out Never went on trips with the family on his side Never given the same stuff ever Always was treated like an outsider My whole life I felt alone and worthleas They did that […]