Weak No More

Looking deep inside There is this fragile girl Asking why they didn’t want me Why they turned their backs The strength of who I have become Has pushed the fragile girl further down Silencening the thoughts The guilt that shouldn’t be there Stemming from years of manipulated truths Brainwashed into believing it was normal Shunned […]

Your Deathbed Alone: an ode to Jeff

I hate you and all you represent, The doted Father your time never spent, Verbal abuse our whole damn life. Manipulation is all you knew. Hate you always threw. Violent words and violent attacks, Ruptured ear drums wishes of death. Lies you spew as long as I can remember. Fighting til you can fight no […]

The Monster

I am sickened by you You lie to hide the truth The truth is out and you are scared Attacking me, in your eyes, must be fair You are a pathetic excuse for a dad Im glad our DNA is not shared You’ve been a bully my whole life Allowed such dangers all around us […]

The Perfect Cover

You had it all The wife, two kids, a great job to boot You had it all Nice cars, all the means, no want in the world You had it all Everyone strived to be just like you Wanting to follow in your steps, to say we could too You were the Golden child, the […]

Won’t stop

Staring down the bottle of a glass of wine Your lies have become so devine You have balls I’ll give you that What you forgot is the innocent don’t hide With open arms I did welcome in Showed them I know I’m not without sin Open and honest that’s how I’ll be Your lies will […]

Protecting the Wicked

In this world, why are people so quick to protect the guilty? It makes no sense to me. I understand innocent until proved guilty, but when the proof is laid out in front of someone how can they not believe? Instead they attack, for fear that the truth will really come out. They shame and […]

Burning Hate

Anger whirls within Justice never seems to win Enemy’s both near and far Unite to hurt and leave the scars Fading into the darkness Scared it will never end Feeling so damn helpless Please don’t let them win Incompetence, misunderstanding Pain courses through my blood Grasping the loss and emptiness all around Holding my bottle […]

Dark Secrets

As my new reality sets in, a realization creeps over me. What was my life really like? As the tragedy unfolds so do all of these memories. I am putting them back together as if a puzzle I have to figure out. Its draining, sometimes I sit here just thinking for hours. I want nothing […]