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Confusion

A heart beating so strong, but weeping. Saddened by the realization of what is coming.Torn in two as quickly as the hate the sadness settles in.Lost for words, What should she do?The anger between them so immense. So many things said with no regret. ?But does that mean no longer does she have a dad?Punished […]

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Never Ending Year

A year full of promise Nope, says the nasty virusIt is not even the worst partLosing jobs soon will startEveryone home the stress beginsSchools all close, no one wins Even more news that came my way A life turned out to be so many liesI tried but I just couldn’t hide I spoke out and […]

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Side Lines

Standing on the side linesScreaming as loud as I can No one looks upIts as if I am pretendAlone all my life Everyone went awayNever treated rightAlways causing painTrying so hard to love So hard to be me Why is that not enough Why can no one see My heart worn on my sleeveBroken and […]

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Cast Aside

Man meets womanSparks fly Sperm meets EggBaby will soon say hiMan runs away Don’t put that on me Woman doesn’t fightShe let him be freeIn comes man He knows best She lets him inGuess what happens next Baby calls him dadHe raises baby as his ownAt the drop of a hat He will soon disownNow […]

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Goodbye

Lost and alone Angry as hell I want to scream I want to yellYou play such gamesYou make me sadManipulation is all you hadNow your are sick I am not supposed to knowYou stalk this page So now you now you know I knowIt makes no differenceUnless you make it right I know you never […]

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Lost Identity

Who am I without a dadA little girl so lost so sadThe one who gave me life didn’t want meA dirty secret didn’t care didn’t know me The one who raised me doesn’t careAlone and empty is how I feel Never felt quite the sameAs the siblings he always praisedHis family always picked and knocked […]

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Stronger

In the darkness its there Haunting me at every turn I close my eyes but there are no dreams Only memories turned nightmares Now a fitful sleep Screaming out please stop This terror needs to end My life is now happy More than ever before Figuring out how to move past The misery I endured […]

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Time Fades

All the feelings swirling aroundComplicated and confusedFeeling lost never to be found The longer they all stay awayThe more the care fades to grey The what ifs going through my headWill I know if any of you end up dead You were here and I couldn’t seeYour disgusting selfish greed I hope one day they […]

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Gentle Sea

Be still gentle seaRock calmly as you pass Can you see meDo you know my heart Breath freelyYou are free as the air around Patient yet vengefulYou hold life in your palm Let me go into the calmPassing through the storm It is now, fear it notFor growth will come from the depths

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