Fight or Flight

The desire to run will never be as strong As my desire to stay and fight Fight for my family Fight for what is right The fight this time Is the fight to heal So much pain So much sadness So much living loss I’m mourning in my own way Knowing there will never be […]

A Prayer to Lady Luck

Luck is a peculiar thing. While luck should be good, It can also be bad. One thing after another, No give in sight. Struggle and hardship, It’s a continuous plight. Though lessons are learned, The pain lingers greatly. Growth becomes enormous, The fight has given a wide berth. Bad luck over and over, The worst […]

Awaken New Day

The loss is so astounding Emptiness consumes Fear sets in Breath deep Thoughts swirl around What will normal ever be No going back Never to be the same Guilt sets in Just as quick as the rest Blame thrown around Gossip through the streets Memories tarnished No hiding beneath the sheets Layers and layers peeled […]

Won’t stop

Staring down the bottle of a glass of wine Your lies have become so devine You have balls I’ll give you that What you forgot is the innocent don’t hide With open arms I did welcome in Showed them I know I’m not without sin Open and honest that’s how I’ll be Your lies will […]

Burning Hate

Anger whirls within Justice never seems to win Enemy’s both near and far Unite to hurt and leave the scars Fading into the darkness Scared it will never end Feeling so damn helpless Please don’t let them win Incompetence, misunderstanding Pain courses through my blood Grasping the loss and emptiness all around Holding my bottle […]

Drowning

Judgements are like these daggers thrown from all corners You breath deep but the shield you are carrying weakens with each throw Good intentions are not really what they seem Attacks are baring down from all corners Existence falls into this unquestionable sorrow Strength weakens and sorrow seeps in No-one can see the pain that […]

The Pain Within

I swear when the world starts to tumble it just keeps going. Like an earthquake with the multitude of aftershocks that follow To not only find out someone so close to you is sick. To find out that sickness hurt those closest to me even more. What happens then when you reach out to get […]

Handle with Care

How can one overcome so many years of sadness and heartache? How can one learn to shake off the last when it never goes away? How do you tell your loved ones that you are fragile and need a handle with care sticker tattooed right in. Things that are funny never feel that way. While […]