Awaken New Day

The loss is so astounding Emptiness consumes Fear sets in Breath deep Thoughts swirl around What will normal ever be No going back Never to be the same Guilt sets in Just as quick as the rest Blame thrown around Gossip through the streets Memories tarnished No hiding beneath the sheets Layers and layers peeled […]

Some Kind of Dad

Some kids had a dad that tucked them into bed Mine was gone before night even fell Some kids had a dad that encouraged them Mine broke me down every chance he could Some kids had a dad that listened to their fears Mine screamed obscenities at me nothing I said was right Some kids […]

Won’t stop

Staring down the bottle of a glass of wine Your lies have become so devine You have balls I’ll give you that What you forgot is the innocent don’t hide With open arms I did welcome in Showed them I know I’m not without sin Open and honest that’s how I’ll be Your lies will […]

The Pain Within

I swear when the world starts to tumble it just keeps going. Like an earthquake with the multitude of aftershocks that follow To not only find out someone so close to you is sick. To find out that sickness hurt those closest to me even more. What happens then when you reach out to get […]

Handle with Care

How can one overcome so many years of sadness and heartache? How can one learn to shake off the last when it never goes away? How do you tell your loved ones that you are fragile and need a handle with care sticker tattooed right in. Things that are funny never feel that way. While […]

When is it my turn?

When is it my turn? When is it my turn to laugh? When will I be happy or cry tears of joy? When will I find that happiness? My comfort? My joy? Trapped is what I am, and it’s where I’ll stay I try bring kindness and positivity to all Yet all I get is […]

Journey of Heartbreak and Healing

Staring out into the darkness Staring out into the darkness All she can feel is numb As this numbness creeps in silent tears escape Silently these tears fall as she can no longer be… She looks at him and see’s his pain and hurt Knowing him so deeply that now as they fight to figure […]

Darkness No More

Theres a whisper somewhere deep in the back of her mind Run, go, as far away as you can Hurry, before it catches you, before you are consumed Breath, hurry, before you can’t It’s coming, she wants to stop it but she knows its inevitable Stop, fight, back make it go…Please She can’t escape, She […]