I sit here and watch your drunk ass tear me down Abusive words bring down my crown My heart aches immensely, but this I know I don’t deserve what you’re giving Not in any way I’ve begged and pleaded Cried on the ground Hurting beyond words As my world falls down He sits and attacks …
Looking deep inside There is this fragile girl Asking why they didn’t want me Why they turned their backs The strength of who I have become Has pushed the fragile girl further down Silencening the thoughts The guilt that shouldn’t be there Stemming from years of manipulated truths Brainwashed into believing it was normal Shunned …
Music is the key to it all Music touches each person differently Music helps to heal It helps to mold It brings so much inspiration Calms sadness when nothing else will Like a blanket giving off such warmth Something for each mood Something for each time So many options So many to choose My list …
You follow me around Taunting me with my every move Preventing me from saying what really needs to be said Stopping me from reaching the stars Teasing me every chance you can Pulling me into this vortex of emotions Doubt, you have caused, with every action I take I become so scared Not wanting to …
The loss is so astounding Emptiness consumes Fear sets in Breath deep Thoughts swirl around What will normal ever be No going back Never to be the same Guilt sets in Just as quick as the rest Blame thrown around Gossip through the streets Memories tarnished No hiding beneath the sheets Layers and layers peeled …
Ive spent a lot of time in pain Holding onto this pain so fiercly Always feeling like the scales of justice They must have just missed me As a child I prayed for salvation everyday As an adult I just pray to get through everyday As the tear drops have fallen I’ve stood back up, …
Today I am strong I was before don’t get me wrong Today I am rejuvenated by what I know I rejoice that the truth stands tall I will thrive, I won’t stop Strength has grown More knowledge known All the true colors you have shown My heart is cold to you No more will I …
I swear when the world starts to tumble it just keeps going. Like an earthquake with the multitude of aftershocks that follow To not only find out someone so close to you is sick. To find out that sickness hurt those closest to me even more. What happens then when you reach out to get …
How can one overcome so many years of sadness and heartache? How can one learn to shake off the last when it never goes away? How do you tell your loved ones that you are fragile and need a handle with care sticker tattooed right in. Things that are funny never feel that way. While …
Sitting on this porch enjoying this beautiful day My wind chimes echo softly against the slight breeze Sun warming my skin as I soak in the rays I wish every day was as lovely as today Through all this pain that has come as of late My daughters and husband have made sure I am …
